Hetox songs

By now you know just how much i love music. If i wasn't a teacher i would really love to be a song writer. the thing about music is that there is always a song for everything your are going through.

Today i have collected a few of my favourite songs to help you get through that bad break-up. These songs are to be listened to in the loudest volume possible. Feel free to sing your lungs out and hope your neighbour don't call NEMA on your behind. Get that girl/boy out of your system. P.S. Whatever you do don't do what the lyrics say just vent... and if possible cry a river then afterwards have a warm bath and then ice cream and see how your world will change after the nap.lol

1. I will survive- Gloria Gaynor
Every one knows this one. You have to listen it loud and do a little dance especially at the chorus which i know most of us know.

2. Its not right but its okay- Whitney Houston
You should watch the music video and see the facial expression on whitney's face, its almost like Jimmy Gathu's on the "acha mpango wa kando" ad. Hilarious! and she has decided to go goth on this one(dressed in all black) and notice there's no man in the video.

3Before he cheats - Carrie Underwood
Carrie sings of what shes gonna to the mans cheating ass after she finds out. The music video is hilarious, but dont go scratching whats-his-face's car. The money you will use to fix will cost you your savings.lol

4. Kerosene - Miranda Lambert
this song is meant to help you vent. The one day you are allowed to vent and wallow in self pity and self loathing. As my pastor normally says "you visit anger and pain but don't overstay your welcome". Tomorrow u gotta wake up dust your self and f-ing get on that horse already.

...i started smoking cigarrttes theres nothing left to do...
...i am giving up on love coz love has given up on me...

don't internalize these words though!sawa?

5.You oughta know- Alanis Morrisette
This is especially good when your lover as moved with a fine chiq and your effing jealous. So you decide to attack her too but whatever you do never confront her coz maybe she doesn't know he is a no-good, two-timing,lying-cheating..ok you get my drift.
You just admit how his going away broke you and just vent. Watch the the video and be inspired to vent.lol

6.I should have cheated - Keisha Cole
When you suspect him of cheating and he just switches everything on you. He changes and says you cheated to avoid being confronted.
A friend of mine confronted her hubby and was whipped almost half to deff, and yes they are still together.jerk!
This is especially appropriate when after you have caught him but you don't intend to leave just yet.lol

7.Irreplaceable - Beyonce
This is dedicated to you who is dating a guy who has no job. I wouldn't call it dating though, more like babysitting.lol. So now you got your senses back and you now he gotta go.

I especially love when she removes his jacket and necklace funny.lol

8.separated - Usher

...If love was a bird, you and I couldnt have wings...
...If love is the Bible, you and i are lost in sin...

beautiful words!This is perfect when you have agreed to separate and go your way coz clearly it ain't working.Feel free to cry during the chorus. I know i did.lol

9.You had me- Joss Stone

...instead of making money you took mine...
..make your mistakes on your on your own time..

Again for you who is dating the broke ninja.lol. I love how she packs her bags and leaves the looser a note(in the music video of course) She calls her girlfriend to crash at her place. This is why you should never dump your girls when you got a new beau.

10.Hate(I really don't like you) - Plain white T's
This is for the guys who have lost the chiq they loved. Its okay you can cry in the bathroom no one has to know.lol.

...hate is a strong word..but i really dont like you...

11.Fuck you - Eamon

..fuck you, you hoe..i dont want you back..

come on say it loud.lol. Look out for the reply to the song(Fuck you right back.hilarious)

12.Ur so gay - Katy Perry
...ur so gay and you dont even like boys...
...you walk around like you're oh so debonair, you pull em down and there's nothing
there...

Its just a mean song to help you get out that anger.Whatever you do, don't drunk dial him and say these words tihihihi.

13.Hit the free way - Toni Braxton
How could i forget her? she has the loveliest of voices. This song is when you have decided after receiving a lot of bull from your now not so significant other. You're not really mad because you saw it coming. You actually feel sorry for the cheater's ass. he has realised what he did was wrong after you have run out of second chances.

...maybe in some other life i'll see you again...

14.Fighter - Christina Aguilera
I admire her perspective on breakups.How she can look at a breakup positively, while i am always busy baying for someone's blood.lol.

...makes me that much stronger, makes me work a lil bit harder,
...makes me that much wiser, thanks for making me a fighter,
...makes me run a lil bit faster,makes my skin a lil bit thicker,

15. Survivor - Destinys Child
This is especially for that ex who made you feel like you can't do anything without him...Like the sunrises and sets in his eyes... like without him you are nothing. Then you need this song to re affirm what your mama taught you. Yous a survivor and you will make it.word!

I love in the beginning how the singers are shipwrecked with tattered clothes because that's how breakups feel like...ship wreck!

16. Since you've been gone - Kelly Clarkson
For when you are in a toxic relationship but you don't see it. After he's left that's when you realize how dysfunctional the two of you were. Now you don't feel so bad, your a bit relieved. now you know what you don't want in a man.lol

17.Pray for you - Jason and The long road to love
Again the singer is just venting and he makes the kinda prayer that God of course wont listen to.
...i pray your breaks go out when your running down a hill...
he's basically being blasphemous.lol. Its amazing what loss of love can make you say.

18.So what - Pink
Of course you're not a rock star but it makes good for when you are angry. Just watch the video and see pink being her usual crazy self.

...i am alright and you are a tool!

Just like a pill - Pink
Still on Pink. The lyrics are hilarious. I love how she plays with words.Just as the song suggests, you are in a toxic relationship and instead of changing for the better you're getting worse. You know in your heart its time to vamoose baby!

19. Cheated on me - Gavin Degraw
one of those woiye songs. He knows she is cheating and he doesn't need to be told because all the signs are there. If you loved "i don't wanna be" and "Chariot" you will definitely love this one

...im love sick somewhere tonight..
...i don't need writing on the wall, i have felt it for so long

20.Leave(Get out) - Jojo
I cant believe she was a teenager when she sang this song. The "boys stink" tee left me in stitches. ..and the way she drops the phone? priceless.
Great song to hetox to... have a listen.lol

random

Hi, my name is vicky and i am addicted to you tube.lol
i am trying out how i would introduce myself in youtubeaddicts anonymous meeting. I have been spending alot of time on you tube that i have neglected all other interests including looking for a job seeing as am currently unemployed and my mama keeps wondering nitahmaa lini.

Anyoo Ive been watching the old music versus the new music and one thing i have noticed a lot has changed. During the times of Aretha Franklin, Anita Baker, Marvin Gaye love songs/Baby making songs were a bit decent. Whenever they were referring to sex they would use polite words and none of the lewd language that is all over the modern love songs. I remember someone joking that you have to wear a condom just to listen to some songs.

Don't even get me started on the movies. We have since graduated from simple kisses to full blown nudity. I cant remember the last time i watched a movie with no sex scene. The number of tushies and titties i have seen is enough to drive any one insane. It has reached a point that it doesn't even bother me like it used to.I have come to accept the filth and garbage that my telly has to offer. Its useless fighting it NTV with the censoring, the damage has already been done.

My big worry is that there's no longer the aura of mystery around the relationship between men and women. I mean its all out there. People even talk openly about "self love" without even batting an eyelid like its nothing serious. Now we know what goes on in the bedrooms even the small child knows. No wonder children are experimenting way too early with sex. Nothing is no longer sacred. I see couples taking funny photos of themselves and uploading on all the social networks shamelessly.(and its not funny-hahahaha). They even communicate personal things on there for everyone to see(i don't know if its because they dont have phones) .Things which according to me are meant for the two people... things meant for lovers only.

Thanks to the "openness" our young men have their heads filled with ideas. Now all of a sudden love is not enough...The list now is a bit longer...and it growing by the day. Just being myself is not good enough... Now suddenly they want me to shave the "dirty south", invest in Knee padding while i am at it and assume certain disfiguring position etc.

Thanks to them my head has been filled with ideas of what a man is supposed to be like. I now want flowers, i want doors to be opened, the mans cum-face to be cute and him not to nyira and look like he is having seizures. smh. suddenly i cant stand his natural smell..why when he can buy a scent from the shelves? Now his belt has to match with his shoes, now his shirt has to have cufflinks etc

Whats with all these PDAs anyways. Why cant we all be secretive and save some things for just the one you love and make him/her feel special? Let some things be just for lovers only.

my take on dowry payment/bride price

dowry/brideprice/lobolla/Mahr/Chulo ayie/mahari

A few months ago a lady came forward and announced that she expects the man of her dreams to pay one million as her bride price as she is well educated.(Just when you think we are making progress in the gender equality movement some one comes forward and makes this disgusting proclamations and undo the progress we have made as a society.) There was an uproar in the social networks with people calling her names and she quickly disappeared as fast as she had appeared.

The incident angered the Kenyan Bachelors. I am told there's even a movement (Kenya Dowry Reformation Movement) that seeks to abolish the paying of dowry. This is because some greedy parents are abusing it to enrich themselves. In my village a man was unable to raise the impossible dowry the Bride's parents were asking for. The man went away dejected and the lady committed suicide. so sad!

...and what is this garbage that some parents want compensation for taking their daughter to school as if the grooms parents didn't work equally as hard to educate their son. I remember joking to some guy that "mimi ni mtoto wa wenyewe" and he polite me asked me "kama yeye sio mtoto wa mtu pia". The idea of someone wanting compensation for taking care of their flesh and blood is really appalling and those parents ought to be ashamed of their selves.This mentality has made some men mistreat their wives because they feel like they bought something and can use as they wish.

The only time i will support the payment of dowry is if its used as a way to unite the two families, and also if its not coerced and the groom is given room to give what he is comfortable giving. Its supposed to be a token not a time for the groom to break the bank. Its not a price tag on the woman. I mean if you take all his money what will he use to feed the bride?

Just as the ring symbolizes unity between two people getting married so does the dowry ceremony to the two families. This ceremony gives the groom a chance to really see the family he is getting into and the brides family is able to see that the suitor is able to take care of his wife and the children who are yet to be born.Its a symbol of sincerity and good faith that brings together the two families

I would encourage the ladies too when you go to visit your husband's side carry a token to as a sign of good faith too. No one has to know about it though.lol.

wearing prescription glasses

I am the only one in my family who wears glasses. Initially no one knew i was short sighted. I used to squint when out in the sun and flash my teeth to help focus and my parents thought i was sneering. If i had a dollar every time i was told to close my mouth i would be mike sonko.lol.

Lucky for me some teacher in primary school noticed i was shortsighted when i started having headaches because of squinting.

I went to this optician who was white, the first white person i had come in contact with and for the life of me i couldn't understand what he said. I think i was around fourteen years old when i wore my first pair of glasses. The optician had some funny magnifying glass looking thingy that he put on my face. He had this habit of coming close to my face i could smell his breath and cologne, too bad i was too young to appreciate it.

My first pair of glasses looked like those i saw Mahatma Gandhi wear in history books. I hated them. They were the only ones my mama could afford and if i dared to protest i would have got some ass whoopings. The first day at school i was afraid to put on the glasses. I would wear them at home and remove them as soon as i was out of my mamas view.

You see i had seen the negative way in which wearing glasses was portrayed. Like in movies if they wanted to show someone is ugly they made him wear glasses. Why now? There's even a soap opera going on telly where a lady is being portrayed as ugly by putting on glasses and i don't need to remind you of the series "ugly betty". makes me want to punch someone in the face. Thank God the 'ding dongs' came and people started wearing them and took pressure of us (glasses wearers)

I knew that i would eventually get caught i might as well get it over and done with.I was already overweight , now add them ugly looking glasses. i don't have to tell you how school was torture.

Anyway today i was reading some blog that gave me some interesting revelations. The writer reckons glasses are the last resort and should not be given to kids and teenagers as their still growing and developing.(where was this blog when i was getting my glasses). Sometimes Doctors over prescribe when diagnosing eye problems by giving you slightly powerful lenses than necessary and this makes the problem worse.These are the things the Doctors don't tell you. Now my sight is too far gone to undo the damage i have done over the years.

I have worn glasses for over ten years now and i rarely go any where without my glasses. When i wake up in the morning the first thing i reach for is my glasses. I feel handicapped without them. I cant tell you how many mini heart attacks i have had when i found someone had moved my glasses. This is also wrong. The writers insists that we shouldn't wear glasses full time. one should have a few breaks in between wearing glasses. I want to try staying without my glasses but i am too chicken. I am so addicted sometimes i fall asleep with them on.

..and computers too are also bad for me. guess blogging too is a no no. Now the internet is my new found love, itakuwaje?

There are other theories that my girlfriends have given me. e.g. If i get a baby she wont be able to recognize me with my glasses as she wont be able to look into my eyes. Bull! or not?

Dating is also a night mare. There's no element of surprise. I always know when a kiss is coming. Yep! the first thing they do is remove my glasses. I hate always having to turn ninja when they do that. Its worse when they guy has spectacles too. I love having my glasses everywhere and i mean E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E!I dont want to miss a thing.lol

I don't know what i am going to do if i get married to a guy who insists on me removing my glasses when in the boudoir! I dunno what are they rules of engagement for girls who wear glasses?

Come to think of it i have never seen a porn clip or rather my friend tells me she has never seen a porn clip with girls wearing glasses.lol. Guess we are not anyones fantasies. I think imma buy an island made especially for girls who wear glasses and maybe even have a theme park for...

...see now i am just talking non sense. its that time of the night when i hit the sack.goodnight lovely people.

the joystick

Me and one of my girlfriends(or is it my girlfriend and I? who cares)were talking a few months back..yes about men.you got me! She made a very crazy comment that left me in stitches.She was saying that she couldn’t believe that as women we follow men around just for their “joysticks” while they get to have boobies,hips,thighs,tushies and the “pink Cadillac" to play with.She feels cheated especially since her level of carnality happens to be more that the average womans.But I wouldn’t call her a nympho though, its too much to the other side.lol.

I think she was only saying that out of anger seeing as she had recently broken up with her boyfriend of two weeks.I am serious, she was in a serious relationship. Did I say serious? Yes serious.For two weeks.lol.

My friend is interesting but today I want to talk about something totally different.The penis but we will use “joy stick” for today.

As much as I would like to keep it PG its already too late, my potty mouth is already on auto pilot.

The joy stick is very important for lovers explains why men are so protective of it.One of the good thing about being a woman is that we can fake orgasms and get away with it but for man if you cant deliver the goods(the pun so intended) you cant fake it even if you tried.You can stall but eventually you will get caught.

I happen to have lots of male pals(platonic relationships fyi) and they have taught me a lot of things about the “joystick” that I never knew before. Like this pal of mine never used to like to get brain from his girl and she thought she was doing it wrong. They broke up and I wondered how a man in his right mind would refuse brain. It turns out he had a problem but he was too embarrassed to go to a doctor.The problem was when he was doing the nasty he could get water but the milk...not so much.

If you don't understand what i mean then maybe your too young to be reading this.

I did little research on the internet and I discovered that it a problem that can easily be fixed.I offered to take him to the doctors but he has refused. When i hear the word Gyno i just picture women sitting at the reception poring through the magazine waiting their turn. In my small mind Ive never known that men need to be checked too. I just hope it wont ruin his chances of getting kids though.

Did you know that every community has its way of circumcising their boys? yup! Like there's this tribe that when they circumcise they pull back the foreskin and tie it below the joystick and it looks like a ribbon hanging below.My friend insists that it increases pleasure in women...I wouldn’t know though...but i would be lying if i didn't say i was curious...

Coming from the lake side we never used to circumcise until the early 80’s so people don’t worry anyone born after that is circumcised. Those that weren’t take themselves when they are grown. We just don’t make a big deal out of it like the rest of the other tribe(no offense though). A good friend of mine who is only a few years younger than me recently went under the knife after his new non-luo girlfriend pointed at his you-know-what and screamed “eeeew gross”.

Girls can be so cruel.

He now tells me that all the hullabaloo around being circumcised is bs and if anything It reduces sensitivity and he doesn’t enjoy doing it like he used to. They have since broken up and he regrets doing it(the circumcision I mean) but I think its because he did it for the wrong reasons.

I once joked to my pal that I didn’t like the way he liked holding his chuchu to stop his trousers from falling and he scolded me for calling his joystick chuchu. He says it made it sound like something small and useless. H explained to me just how crucial that thing is and why as a man he was put here on earth to please women. He proceeded to tell me that if he ever loses his ability to satisfy a woman he would die. Like he was created to just "put milk in our cocoa" and nothing else. This "thing" really is a big deal for men. I remember my friend being involved in an accident and broke his leg in two places.I was concerned whether he would ever walk again but his boys only wanted to know if his joystick is working properly.

Seriously!!!

When his girlfriend moved in to take care of him they kept on asking if he has resumed his "duties" in the boudoir.I was appalled because not once did i think about his joystick but it was all his boys could think of. Imagine he told me he'd rather be in a wheel chair but be able to "deliver the goods".

Again men you are weird!!!

I was at the salon a few days ago and I came across Jackson Biko's articles in True Love Magazine and he insists size matters.Ive also peeked in his blog- bikozulu.wordpress.com and he writes oh so beautiful.I want to be him when I grow up!

I especially loved how he gives instructions on how to handle the dick. Apparently it’s a sin to hold it in your hand like a cigarette but you are supposed to hold it with your whole hand.Whatever happens never give it corny names like "junior" or "the small guy" but names that imply greatness. No matter how angry you are at your man refrain from calling his joystick belittling names because it could do irreparable damage to your relationship.Remember when you cheat on your guy he automatically assumes his dick wasn't good enough for you...men are even crazier than i thought.

And some dude was telling me that when he is getting brain he hates when the lady concentrates only on the head -i mean the other parts need love too. Come on ladies be liberal with your moufs.lol

Just when you think that you have understood men they come out and lay on this information on you-and they say we are complicated. Men you are as complicated af Jeez! all this fussing for just a dick*runs and hides*

Im back.lol.Anyhoo I leave you with this poem I wrote when I was in college,when I was young and not so innocent.

The intruder

Unusual soft body,
clothed in a big gown,
Like a nuns habit,

His feet is surrounded,
With thick soft wool,
Like a Persian rug,

His long thick trunk,
Elongated,sophisticated,
Like a giraffes neck,

Born half blind,
But sees a lot,
Like a two-eyed person,

Whenever exicted,
He becomes hot and hard,
Like a diamond,

He has the capacity,
To bring both pleasure and pain,
Like the suns rays,

Though warned about him,
Many still stumble and fall,
Like new born calves,

Despite his evil side,
I want to encounter him,
Like the intruder he is.

for more poems check out vickyspoems.wordpress.com.
i swear i feel like a rapper promoting his music or something like that.
good night people.

Brad Paisely and Carrie Underwood duet

so i have listened to that song and its as awesome as i knew it would be.enjoy...
p.s. Ignore that thing between her legs.lol.

leaves of grass

There comes a time in your life when you watch a movie that speaks directly to your situation and makes you change your way of thinking. For me that movie was ‘leaves of grass’. I'm one of those people who watch movies purely for entertainment but this movie right here really impressed me

And no... I wasn’t paid to advertise.

It didn’t hurt that Susan Saradon was there (I love her) though she wasn’t featured as much as I would have loved.

Keri Russell...remember her in the series 'FELICITY' that we used to watch in college? yep she's there.

One of the characters mentioned something about it being stupid not getting along with your mother and inspired me to come back home. The writer explores sibling rivalry and the complex mother-child relationship.

Made me feel like our family isn’t as dysfunctional as I thought. lol

There was a bit of country music used as sound track through out the movie!

...i got kicked out of Noah’s ark…there was two of everything and only one of me… tra la la la...

Great lyrics right there. I was never a great country music fan until that season of Bachelorrette on telly where this contestant I think her name was Trista wanted Brad Paisely to sing in her wedding and I was hooked.

Brad Paisely is easy on the eye btw.lol... a lil birdie told me hes done a duet with Carrie Underwood who is also brilliant.I cant wait to listen to it.

The writer explores Religion with a lot of attention to the Jews. Talk of how the Jews became good with money because Christians wouldn’t touch it...interesting!

The little history about Jews was pretty eye opening and i plan on educating my ignorant behind about their very not so rosy struggles.There is a part where someone goes into a fight with a menorah...creepy!

They mock Christians kidogo ...one characters says “we are a Christian state but we go old testament when it comes to murder".

I started thinking about our laws but stopped because at this point my head was beginning to hurt.lol... before I forget there's a character who tries to explain God or higher power as some of you call it...beautiful!

There is also an argument about Poetry whether we should follow rules or make up our own rules as we go along.I agree with the girl of course.When she recited a few lines of a poem she gave me the goosies (read goose pumps).

She also caught a fish with her bare hands, made me feel empowered especially coming from the lakeside and all.I think I’ll add it to my to do list this year, but ill start small though...maybe omena and work my way up to catfish.I swear when I squint kidogo I could see and 'S' on her chest.

The best part was when some guy was describing grass(marijuana)

…natures delivery system for goodness…it glides into your belly and blooms into a feeling of peace in a world beset by evil...

Made me wanna go out and get some marijuana.

Ive never lost my marijuinity though. Ive tried miraa(which tastes like feet and dries your mouth) and sniffed a little tobacco while in Maralal but I got typhoid and tongue lashing from good old mama.

...see why I left home…?

The protagonist mentions some philosophers thoughts on death: its irrational to fear an event that occurs when we are not in existence...

...when death is, we are not- pretty interesting innit?

I bet he wouldn’t have said the same thing if he witnessed the Sinai accident in Kenya... So horrible!

one character asked how one can be so brilliant and so monumentally ignorant at the same time...at this point I felt even more naked...good thing no one was around to see me blush in shame.lol

..and at the beginning we are showed how to katia a professor and get those good grades…or not.tihihi

I also loved the fact that Edward Norton played two character roles like Tyler Perry did in his movie 'the diary of a mad black woman'

Yes I love Tyler Perry ,sue me.

Anyway the twist at the end of the movie will blow your mind...at least it did mine.i just hope I haven’t ruined it for any of you.

watch it...if its not for you then for me..pretty please?

And when we meet please say you love it even if you didn’t, it will really mean a lot to me.thank you

p.s. keep your eye on the crossbow…its important!

my sojourn in Eldama Ravine town

So me and good old mother have this mother-daughter feud going on. I decided to run away from home last month.

Yes am chicken shit and I always run away from my problems. Its much easier than arguing.

I did it in such a haste that I forgot to carry a couple of very essential things. so anyone planning on running away from home make sure you carry everything you need.

Instead of carrying my comfy bra I carried my “wonder bra” which always lifts and separates my charm and wit

yes that’s what I call my bossoms

but are uncomfortable af.

I don’t know why they call them wonder bras as they are not so wonderful. For one month I walked around with no bra.

It was very liberating

I forgot to carry my shaving cream too and there was no way in hell i was going to buy another one. I might as well let hair grow where it wants to. My dear creator has a reason for creating me this way. I was born this way hihihi...I will shave though...just not today.LOL.

Then it was that time of the month and there was no shop stocking tampons. The first day I had to settle for some weird sanitary towels that made this funny crackling noise when I walked. The under wear that I wore wasn’t helping either but
I wont describe it as I have already said too much. To cut the story short a good pal of mine sent someone to get me some from Nakuru. God bless her heart.

Anyways I had a good time with my bff, hot pancakes in the morning made with eggs from kuku kienyeji which gave them a yellowish colour. She is one of the best cooks i have ever met. Warm milk every night before i went to bed, made me feel so good.

Her son was also awesome with his lisp and unable to pronounce the letter "R".I especially looked forward to every meal just to hear him pray "Mungu bayiki chakula chetu.amen". Now i know why God loves children, they are so cute and loving. I remember giving him a lollipop and he was like "aunty i love you".

I swear i had this warm and fuzzy feeling in my belly and...no it wasnt gas!

She taught me a few marriage secrets which she made me promise not to tell a soul so I intend to take them to the grave with me. She so sweet I swear if she wasn’t married I would taste the rainbow with her...jk.

I also saw this strange cow

I don’t know if the owner has ever heard of dehorning

I ate in one of the local hotels

what!Am unemployed with no savings am living within my means like my mama taught me

Now tell me when was the last time any of you saw this machine?

I ate morik/odeyo/mokoro..i don’t know the English name for this…Someone please translate… it actually tasted awesome!

I missed blogging and there were no computers so I had to settle for this LOL.

There was this construction worker next door who had the hots for me so whenever I was "lighting up the jiko" I made sure I bent low enough to give him a lovely view.

It was nice being someone fantasy for two seconds I don’t know what celebrities always whine about.

So I was going through my pals movie collection and I came a cross a movie I had given her a long time ago “leaves of grass”.The funny thing i couldnt remember giving it to her, even though my name was scribbled on it.

The characters said something about it being dumb to fight with your mother blah blah blah.. made me feel kinda stupid.I had some kind of epiphany too but i will tell you all about it tomorrow.

Not to worry people I’ve stopped being an ass, kissed and made up with mama and am home right now. the sky has not fallen...yet.LOL.

Im exhausted...ill go sleep now, ta ta.